AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

Ok so I’m at school today after one of the boring inservice sessions and we are sitting around talking and the conversation turns to one of my fellow teachers and the new guy she is seeing. Well, of course, as it always does, the conversation swings and it’s on me. They are all worried about why I'm not dating? And who would I like to date? How old would he be? How tall? What should he be interested in etc. etc. etc. Of course, they all have someone who would be perfect for me and want to fix me up. However my love life is not a topic for discussion. I am so damn tired of everyone thinking they can fix the situation. Every time the conversation comes up, it gets so uncomfortable. Yes I realize I am 30 years old and eternally single apparently but do you think I like it? Of course not! It's lonely, and boring, and just plain sucks. I would like to think that these people want what is best for me, but sometimes I just want to scream at them to leave me alone! I hate being made to feel small because I have certain qualities/characteristics I want, being made to feel judgmental just because I won’t date anyone and everyone. Maybe I am picky, but it’s my life! Maybe I shouldn’t feel this way, but I am suddenly on the verge of tears. I just have to get up and leave the room. I have to get out of this town and away from some of these people. They do not make me feel good about myself and I have to constantly be putting on a brave front when I am around them, as if nothing bothers me. I know that they don’t mean to do it, but they do and I am sick of feeling this way and having to fight back tears when my beliefs and feelings are attacked. I'm sick of being the single one, the third wheel, and always have to fight this battle with all my married and attached friends. I need some new friends, maybe even some single ones who can fight this battle with me. Anyone else out there ever feel this way?